I want to move on with my life….
I cannot believe that it is 22 years ago since I left London escorts. My husband and I have been together for about 20 years and during that time, I have changed a lot. Has my husband changed? I am not so sure about. He does not seem to have grown up, and I have a feeling that I am not the only woman who says that. I am in touch with some of the other girls from London escorts, and many of them seem to have divorced their husbands.
Unlike the girls I used to work with at charlotte London escorts, I have done everything that I can to hang onto my marriage. It has not been easy at all, and I am not sure that I have done the right thing. In some ways I feel that I have wasted my life since I left London escorts. When I first left there were so many things that I wanted to do in my life, but I did not get very far. I fell pregnant and since then my life seems to have stalled. It is not right and I hate to say this, I am disappointed in myself.
During my marriage my husband and I have become very different people. He works all of the time, and when he is not working, he loves to play golf. We don’t really see a lot of each other, and I feel that we have drifted apart since we first met . Our daughter is 18 years old and she has her own life. Precious little is left for me and it feels like I am stuck indoors all of the time. That is really not how I would like to live my life.
What is the answer? Some of the girls who stayed on with charlotte London escorts and became mature escorts, seem to have done very well for themselves. I am not sure that leaving London escorts to get married was the right thing for me to do. When I stop and think about it, I should have left London escorts to do something for myself. Now it feels like my life is only about my husband and it does not feel right at all. It would be great if we could be a partnership, but I guess that is never going to happen.
Do I love my husband? I am not sure that I still love my husband. There are so many things that I would like us to do together, but it is like he is not part of my life anymore. Have I wasted my life since I left London escorts? It does feel like, and on top of that, I feel like I have lost my self confidence. How am I going to get back to me? I really don’t know to be honest. The confident girl who left London escorts seem to have gone forever, and I miss her a lot. I wonder if there is anyone else out there who misses that girl who used to work for London escorts.…